My Earlier Writing This Year!!!!
Sunday, March 06, 2005
Temptation Summary
your face beneath my face
I taste your lip, that so divine
caresing your silky hair
smelling the smooth breath of yours
I arrousing your heart
and don’t raise your wrath
come surrender upon me
because my thought become so vile
listen to my plea,
you are my accumulation of love and desire,
make love with me, you are my subject,
and please do so,
might I’m your ignoble lover, but I consider you as love
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Auramu, Kau Berkilau
ikat aku dalam keghaibanmu
menjadi satu, indah disebelahmu
begitu bercahaya auramu
membuta arah pandangku
tubuhku seperti debu,
jiwaku seperti angin,
tak ada satu yakinku yang pasti,
sampai kau berkilau,
seperti panah melesat,
dari busur penguasa surga,
lidahku kelu untuk memohon
kedua mataku, sudah bertabur manik-manikmu
kutahu, dan kau tahu
aku tidak akan hidup, tidak tanpa kontemplasimu
niscaya, kau penguasa hati kecilku ini
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Berkarat!
nuraniku hilang ditelan kabut kelam
tersia marah, dendam atau benci
akumulasi muakku sudah terpenuhi
kuharus puas terejakulasi
terkutuk dirimu, yang memberi pelita palsu
pagi dan siangku telah lenyap
terganti malam tanpa bulan
menyesatkan arah pandangkusampai menuju jurang yang curam
setelah kematian, tiada tawar lagi
semua racun hati, membelasah ruang pikir
takkan henti sampai tiada batasnya
aku menjelma menjadi maut
memainkan hidupmu dijariku
akan kurayapi takutmu
kurenggut sinarmu; hingga jasadmu tersisa
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
Love nor hatred!
dreamt of you, on the night like bright lunar
reminiscent me when surendered my weak heart
i’m full with love, always gather around you
when it fall into pieces of fragile soul
denial is a tremendous paint
so begin to clone of my prejudice
of you that tame my presence
torturing my thought into sickening mind
love meant to me when it broken
do your intance need to break me
i found it comforting as a mother’s hold
return to her ovary as an angelic entity
couldn’t you see?
I ride the wind to whisper you name
you are poetry that I wrote
you are liquor that intoxicated me
you are burden that I bear
I love you much as I hate you
and please,
resemblance this as moon revolves around the earth!
Friday, January 07, 2005
Chaos With No Actual Person Involved!
pikir ini pemberontak, jiwa ini pemarah
udara yang dihirup terasa pahit, sesak di dada
ingin hancurkan pembatas, biar hidup untuk hampa
dengan rantai gundah sebagai belenggu beban
iman tersimpan tipis dan tersia didada
melahirkan anarki untuk hidup semula
ingin muntahkan saja semua kotoran dibenak
biar hancur fana ini dan aku pun gembira
runtuh, runtuh, semua runtuh
semua kebodohan dan dusta
atau kepintaran untuk membodohi
dan bila kemudian semua terbakar
kita mulai lagi evolusi…..atau revolusi
meski tanpa ada yang mengikutinya
merdeka kita disini, jadi diri sendiri
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Black Ribbon
may God bless the deserted
because things happens just for a cause
the flirting tempation of ours that ruin the believer
a black ribbon tied on my hand
a resemblance of sincerity
that God doesn’t rampaging upon us
victims are effect
that we’re not innocent
worship is always needs
and may God bless us all
PS:
dedicated to all Tsunami Victims
Saturday, January 01, 2005
Demi God Semi Devil
I believe in God as I believe the presence of evil.
I believe that good and evil are the same.
I believe we are kind of those hibridation, the demi god semi evil.
I believe in karma that we did is what we get in return.
I believe we are meant for somethin’.
I believe that although i’m not the best, but trying to be the good at best.
